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jamjarUGH, (Under Grand Hotel) for anyone interested, is a yaoi manga set in a prison. Like Oz, if it was populated with 90% bishounen.
Sword's not a fucking homo but he is fucking Sen, and Sen is fucking *his*, and that's the way it is. Sword fucking around with anyone else doesn't make it less true, wheras Sen fucking around on Sword *does*, and Sen just doesn't seem to get that. Acts like he doesn't which Sword *knows* he does. Doing it on purpose to rile Sword, because Sen's a bright boy, college student, sleeping with his prof's wife, he knows better, but Sen can be *willfully* stupid sometimes (acting like Norm's such a big deal, when he should know that it doesn't mean anything) making himself look fucking pretty and *available*.
"You're such a hypocrite," Sen says. Pretty like this, resentful because Sword's on him, fives minutes away from getting proof. "You get so fucking *territorial*," and Sword doesn't know what's better, Sen's just-off English on the big words or he bad ones, "when I'm not the one getting blow jobs off exes and *wives* every time your back's turned."
"You think Norm means anything?" Sword says. And it's good seeing Sen jealous, or would be if he stopped using it as an excuse to get away. Like it's a big deal, like it means anything. "He's not as good as--"
"Bastard," Sen says, trying to buck him off. "Stupid fucking--" And it's a shame that Sword isn't close to stupid enough to try kissing Sen, especially when he's swearing like that, even if he really fucking wants to. It's nothing, kissing. Not when he's fucked Sen, repeatedly, jerked him off, made him *want it*. Wanted to make him want it. Kissing is just--nothing. Nothing for Sword to deny himself, not when he wants it, and it's only that Sen would probably bite his freaking tongue off that's stopping him now. Like Sen isn't hard as a fucking *rock*, hard as Sword is. "Get off me, you--" breaking into Japanese that Sword's starting to take as *endearments*.
"I love it when you talk dirty," he says, licking Sen's ear, keeping his voice low as trying to sweet-talk a whore into a freebie. Laughs when Sen fights back harder, because it's that or get really pissed at Sen making it harder than it has to be, harder than Sword wants it. "C'mon, baby. You know you--want it." He stumbles over the words and hopes Sen doesn't catch it.
"Motherfucking no--"
Sword relaxes and gets his hand under Sen. That's his boy.
Sword's not a fucking homo but he is fucking Sen, and Sen is fucking *his*, and that's the way it is. Sword fucking around with anyone else doesn't make it less true, wheras Sen fucking around on Sword *does*, and Sen just doesn't seem to get that. Acts like he doesn't which Sword *knows* he does. Doing it on purpose to rile Sword, because Sen's a bright boy, college student, sleeping with his prof's wife, he knows better, but Sen can be *willfully* stupid sometimes (acting like Norm's such a big deal, when he should know that it doesn't mean anything) making himself look fucking pretty and *available*.
"You're such a hypocrite," Sen says. Pretty like this, resentful because Sword's on him, fives minutes away from getting proof. "You get so fucking *territorial*," and Sword doesn't know what's better, Sen's just-off English on the big words or he bad ones, "when I'm not the one getting blow jobs off exes and *wives* every time your back's turned."
"You think Norm means anything?" Sword says. And it's good seeing Sen jealous, or would be if he stopped using it as an excuse to get away. Like it's a big deal, like it means anything. "He's not as good as--"
"Bastard," Sen says, trying to buck him off. "Stupid fucking--" And it's a shame that Sword isn't close to stupid enough to try kissing Sen, especially when he's swearing like that, even if he really fucking wants to. It's nothing, kissing. Not when he's fucked Sen, repeatedly, jerked him off, made him *want it*. Wanted to make him want it. Kissing is just--nothing. Nothing for Sword to deny himself, not when he wants it, and it's only that Sen would probably bite his freaking tongue off that's stopping him now. Like Sen isn't hard as a fucking *rock*, hard as Sword is. "Get off me, you--" breaking into Japanese that Sword's starting to take as *endearments*.
"I love it when you talk dirty," he says, licking Sen's ear, keeping his voice low as trying to sweet-talk a whore into a freebie. Laughs when Sen fights back harder, because it's that or get really pissed at Sen making it harder than it has to be, harder than Sword wants it. "C'mon, baby. You know you--want it." He stumbles over the words and hopes Sen doesn't catch it.
"Motherfucking no--"
Sword relaxes and gets his hand under Sen. That's his boy.
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Date: 2005-01-06 09:51 am (UTC)And also, so HOT.
::purrs::
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Date: 2005-01-06 10:07 am (UTC)