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She thinks about suicide. Not often and not out of depression. Just as an option. One of the was of dealing with a situaion, or not dealing with it. The idea appeals, although she knows she won't do it. It'd be an end, to stress, to the potentail for failure. It would be the ultimate distraction technique, the best way of not thinking about life. It wouldn't be hard. There are pills and knives everywhere, she could pick a time when no-one was home and just do it.

She knows she won't do it, but it's nice to know she could if she tried. It's there as an option